A Dreamers World

The End

Having some feelings on my chest that I need to get off. 

First, this is the end. The end of my tumblr account being updated, the end of my twitter account, the end of my IG being public. I am coming into a very important time in my life where I need to become a real adult. 

Second, even though there are somethings going to be left unsaid let me plainly say this … I am happy. Beyond happy with my life and the people that are in it. Surprisingly, somethings I thought I would never do I have done. Some people that I thought where out of my life, aren’t. 

Third, from here on more effort is going to be put into my friendships, family and school. Not focusing on money in my account because now its our account and we are more than well off.

Goodbye, and so long. Yall can get your creep on with someone else  

(via princesswetkitty)

Almost Over

Finals week is just about done, with one speech and one final left this week I am happy to take a break. 

Next semester brings an amazing volunteer opportunity that is going to push my career into the next level. I never thought that I would have a job that no one I can be proud of but my family is proud as well. I finally grew up, knowing that marijuana wasn’t the job market for me. Being promised something working towards it and having it ripped out from underneath me opened my eyes.

I cant rely on anyone when it comes to my career I need to make the moves to push myself and that is what I’m finally doing.

Engaged, working towards a degree, planning on having children was never the plan over a year ago I was stuck in a spot where I didn’t know what I wanted only what other people expected me. 

I can finally say as mush as a struggle the courses may be i can feel my mind expanding into places I never knew was possible.

Never give up, and never settle for the easy way out